EMO #1

When you do something with your heart and soul, burn midnight oil and even argue with your mother, but you don't get any rewards after that. The feeling is just adgjhdjdjkksjsjshsajajaja!!!

Do you know that how much time I spend to study the concepts eventhough I never learn it before?
Do you know that how much time I spend on the Wikipedia and YouTube to get the information?
Do you know that I burn midnight oil until 3am to complete the concepts of each idea?

YOU DON'T KNOW!

You don't know how sad I am.
You don't know how angry I am.
You don't know how disappointed I am.

You not even say a thank you to me, and act like what I have done is WHAT I SHOULD DO!

I am only a TOOL for you to help your lovely to gain points, to win the reputation and everything that I DESERVE TO HAVE!

Yes, I know that I am not important to you.

I don't know to wipe your butt and talk to you with sweet words.

But after all, you still can't insult me by doing that to me!
That's why I always say that I am too kind!
I help people to win the glory, but what I get?
NO! I DO NOT GET ANYTHING!

If you say that I am arrogant, I am selfish or anything else, I won't disagree.
Because you don't know that you are the one who are even more arrogant and selfish than me!
I know that I am very rude to say this, but the only phase for me that I can describe you is "a piece of shit".
You treat me very good but it is only on the surface.
I think I have tell you right? I know everything that you have done to me.
So you don't think that I don't know that you always stab my back until I get serious injuries everytime when there is a chance.

Alright, till here for tonight. Finally I have found a place for me to give vent to my anger for this 2 years. Sorry if I mess your feeling up. Good night!!